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Living Well with Cancer

Pioneers 

This morning I talked with a caregiver whose father has agreed to be treated with an experimental chemotherapy in an attempt to halt the rapid progression of the cancer that has tormented him for months. I commented to the caregiver that I believe his dad is courageous in agreeing to be treated with the new therapy, especially in consideration of all of the possible side effects of the treatment.

The son responded that his father is feeling anything but courageous. “Truthfully, Dad is distressed and uneasy about this new treatment. He has become suspicious of the doctors and wonders if they are using him as a guinea pig to test this new therapy.”

Who among us has not felt this way, even if just for a moment, when considering the pros and cons of established medical treatment, let alone, new medical therapies?

On one hand, we are optimistic that the new treatment will arrest and possibly eradicate our disease. On the other hand, as educated patient/consumers we read the “fine print”, hear rumors of what might possibly go wrong, and perhaps increase the suffering that we are attempting to prevent.

Virtually everyone living today, who has ever been treated through modern medicine, including dentistry, has benefitted since our mother’s pre natal care, from what were initially experimental treatments, that have been refined and improved through the centuries. Anesthesia, pain management, infection prevention, vaccination, diagnostic tests, etc, etc, have all been developed through experimentation. Therapies that initially are tested with laboratory animals, eventually move ahead to human testing, if they are deemed worthwhile.

Since we have all benefitted from tests that were conducted on patients before us, we may consider it to be part of the human responsibility to also participate in new tests, if we are inclined to do so. We ask ourselves, “do the risks outweigh the benefits?” “Do I have other choices?” “What are the consequences of me accepting this therapy, or not accepting it?” Often we feel we are caught between a “rock and a hard place” especially when we are diagnosed with a terminal illness.

How much does our perspective affect the way we consider the risks and benefits of new therapies? Do we see ourselves as “guinea pigs”, as helpless laboratory animals, or as pioneers dedicating our bodies to science? Are we gamblers, taking a chance with a roll of the dice, so to speak? Are we warriors, attempting another stand, risking possible defeat, or the bounty of improved health?

For those of us who have experienced years of medical treatments, surgeries, chemotherapies and the gamut of diagnostic tests, whether we realize it or not, we have contributed to the teaching a of countless young physicians, nurses, researchers and medical technicians who have observed and treated our medical cases, both with “conventional” methods and new therapies. Our bodies, tests are used to educate healthcare professionals, and, in turn, the knowledge our surgeries, our diagnostic e they have gained from our cancers, indeed from our very suffering, has been utilized to improve the medical therapies for patients in the future. Just as we have benefitted, and our lives have been extended from the contributions of patients that were treated before us, so will future patients benefit from the medical care we receive today.


An excerpt from Where the Red Tailed Hawk Flies
Copyright 2006 by Gabriella Graham/Red Tailed Hawk Publishing

 

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